With all this inverted girl power knocking about it made me think that women are competitive, just in a different way.
It's true that women are capable of making very firm friends with each other. Over late nights of bonding and mutual secret revealing, women can quickly progress from acquaintance to friend onto full blown sisterhood in a matter of hours. I know many men who are quite envious of this. Some long to be able to open up to their male friends in the same way, to bond over feelings and shared experiences. But unlike SOME women, men seem to be able to participate in creative activities in a social and mutually respectful way. Women seem to get jealous of one anothers achievements, and here is where girl competition is rife.
Now, I'm not talking about people's friends here, more precisely, acquaintances. Those people you know, but don't love enough to be happy for all the time. I know men can be very competitive in the work place, but I'm stepping outside of that.
I have alluded before to a certain situation that happened at the start of my blogging life. I wrote a rather pessimistic, upset post about feeling unfulfilled. In it, I referred to someone who represented all the opportunities I had missed and that they had taken. I TRIED to make the post as anonymous as possible. I TRIED to choose keywords that only the person involved would pick up on. I thought that being a first post the likelihood of ANYONE reading it was slim, let alone anyone I may have known in a previous life. Part of this plan was not to use "he" or "she". What I found very interesting, and ultimately infuriating, was when someone left me a comment.
It wasn't that someone was criticising me that got me down, I was ranting and I sounded daft. What got to me was that in their comment the person kept referring to my post subject as "she": "she must have done this", "she must be better at that". Whoever this person was assumed that because I was a girl, the person I was writing about must be a girl too. WHY? Because women can only be envious of each other? Because women can only aspire to the heights of other women?
Do women really view competition along gender lines? Sure, in any physical activity there are obvious reasons why Average Joe may not be suited to a heavy lifting duel with Average Josephine, but surely where creativity is concerned everyone is fair game? Say, Blog Wars broke out tomorrow, my blog would be up against ALL the trillions there are in the world, not just the ones written by women. So why did this person ASSUME I was talking about another girl?
This is something I will definitely be coming back to. Right now I have to beat some men at some stuff.
And yes, the person who left the comment, she was a girl.
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